Sorrowful End

Time To Go (pic:behemoth.ca)

Well, its been a long holiday for me at my home, a refreshing break from the daily college life grind. I managed to be regular to the gym, I finally got regular on posting on this blog and for one month diligently woke up by 7 in the cold, wintry mornings. But I leave day after tomorrow to college.

I must say catching up with my old friends and acquaintances has been rather satisfying to me. Somehow my place is just to good to ever leave actually. I am dreading the date 16th which is no longer a distant date for me than it was a month back as I leave for my college. The worst part is that I will get my results out soon and an arrear would definitely upset my parents.

Though the nostalgic memories of this place-my home, would keep me running for another semester. I still fear the day when I may have to leave this place almost permanently. The place around which I grew up. Lived for six years. All the buildings and roads hold a memory of the years that have went by when I was just a high-schooler. I really really miss home when I am at college and generally, the few days before the departure on the train I am always very moody and can react rather hurtfully. Like now, when I am depressed, I am glad that I can atleast type down my feelings somewhere…